Sunday, August 31, 2008

Life as I see It

I have studied many times
The marble tombstone sculpted for me ..
I have inhaled the smoke of burning ghats ....
A boat with a furled sail
at rest in a harbour
In truth it pictures not my destination
But my life .....
Love was offered but I shrank from its disillusionments
Sorrow knocked but I was scared
Ambition called but I dreaded the chances
Yet all the while I hungered for the meaning in life
Now I know we must life the sail
And catch the winds of destiny
Whereever they drive the boat ....
To put meaning in one's life
May end in madness
But life without meaning is torture ....
Titanic sank
But some survived
Those who died and those who survived
Are both epics ......................

copied from somewhere ..but it's worth reading

Saturday, August 9, 2008

My helplessness in my word

I have never started the blog to make it competly blank for so many days .. but I am helpless and though lots of thoughts tends to hit the sea-beach of my mind . I am unable to hold them into one and express them .. the hope of revival though seems large but still the dark cloud is lingering with no sign of silver lining .. I have never felt like this before .. it seems as the quarter-century is playing its game and the protagonist is just a serene viewer with hands tied to himself so that he cann't also applaud them .....